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This page is for my beloved Mother. She has 6 months to a year left to live.
I have decided to dedicate this page to my Mom. I know I have stated how she has treated me in the past but I am faced with a difficult sittiuason.
Yesterday, my mom called me yesterday the 22 of January. She told me she was dieing, that her brain tumor had gotten to big and she has six months to 1 year left.
Despite all the bad things that have happened to me and my mothers relationship in the past I have decided to for give her and love her the best I can tell that day does come where we have to say good bye.
My mom was not a bad person, she just made a lot of mistakes in her parenting. I have forgave her for that, I love her to much to let this little time we have left waste a way.
I have decided to rememeber all good times we had and all the places we went. She took me on a lot of trips around the world.These thing I will never forget. I will always hold them in my heart and cherish them forever.
My mom was always a strong person she handled everything that stood in her way. She never let anything shoot her down. but this time she has to let go of her pride and face reality. There is nothing she can do, to make everything ok.
God has chosen her to fly with the beauty of all the angels. I love you mom, and I do for give you.
You will forever live in my dreams and I will always fill you in my heart. So fly my butiful angel.

I will meet you everynight in my dreams, at the end of the most Beautiful Rainbow.Mom you are my pot of gold!
FOOT PRINTS IN THE SAND
FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints.
Other times there were one set of footprints.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the
Low periods of my life
When I was suffering from anguish, sorrow, or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.
So I said to the Lord, "You promised me, Lord,
That if I followed you, you would walk with me always.
But I noticed that during the most trying periods of my life
There have only been one set of prints in the sand.
Why, When I have needed you most,
You have not been there for me?"
The Lord replied,
"The times when you have seen only one set of footprints
Is when I carried you."
"A broken wing"
SHE LOVED HIM
LIKE HE WAS THE LAST MAN ON EARTH
GAVE HIM EVERYTHING SHE EVER HAD
HE'D BRAKE HER SPIRT DOWN
THEN COME LIVING UP ON HER
GIVE A LITLE, THE TAKE IT BACK

SHE WOULD TELL HIM ABOUT HER DREAMS
HE'D JUST SHOOT 'EM DOWN
LOARD HE LOVED TO MAKE HER CRY
" YOU'RE CRAZY FOR BELIVEN'
YOU'LL NEVER LEAVE THE GROUND"
HE SAID" ONLY ANGELSKNOW HOW TO FLY"

CORUS
AND WITH A BROKEN WING
SHE STILL SINGS
SHE KEEPS AND EYE ON THE SKYWITH A BROKEN WING
SHE STILL CARRIES HER DREAMS
MAN YOU OUGHT TO SEE HER FLY

ONE SUNDAY MORNING
SHE DIDN'T GO TTO CHURCH
HE WONDERED WHY SHE DIDN'T LEAVE
HE WENT UP TO THE BEDROOM
FOUND A NOTE BY THE WINDOW
WITH THE CURTINS BLOWING
IN THE BREEZZE

WITH A BROKEN WING
SHE STILL CARRIES HE DREAMS
MAN YOU OUGHT TO SEE HER FLY